.....the awakening
There are times in your life when you feel like you have finally awakened from what seemed like a deep sleep or a trance-like state. It's not an epiphany rather just a realization that you need to awaken.
In recent months my relationship with a woman whose insecurities have made a mockery of our relationship has made me question what is it that women really want, or more importantly what is it that this particular woman wants.
Her paranoia over my friendship with other women made me abandon friendships yet more recently I discovered that she continued a clandestine relationship with a 'friend' who of his own admission suggested that their friendship was more than platonic.
As though that were not enough I've struggled with trying to accomodate a tempramental and spoiled child whose father essentially abandoned him at birth.
I'm tired...mentally and emotionally. Are relationships meant to be this hard ? Or should I take a hint that something this hard is not meant to be?
There are times in your life when you feel like you have finally awakened from what seemed like a deep sleep or a trance-like state. It's not an epiphany rather just a realization that you need to awaken.
In recent months my relationship with a woman whose insecurities have made a mockery of our relationship has made me question what is it that women really want, or more importantly what is it that this particular woman wants.
Her paranoia over my friendship with other women made me abandon friendships yet more recently I discovered that she continued a clandestine relationship with a 'friend' who of his own admission suggested that their friendship was more than platonic.
As though that were not enough I've struggled with trying to accomodate a tempramental and spoiled child whose father essentially abandoned him at birth.
I'm tired...mentally and emotionally. Are relationships meant to be this hard ? Or should I take a hint that something this hard is not meant to be?